the holidays are among us & w/ the anxiety of this year, i assume some out there are even more anxious than the holiday hustle & bustle norm.
or…
bc some aren’t hosting as much or as many bc of the pandemic, maybe there isn’t as much to “hustle & bustle” (which i know is causing other emotions too)…
jonny & i decided last minute to drive up to illinois for thanksgiving this year to spend it w/ his family.
some of them had come down just a few weeks ago for my shower, however, bc he was sick, he wasn’t able to see or spend time w/ them.
i received my mom & dad’s blessing to travel up here (that was important to me as we are the only family in orlando & always spend it together) & we felt it was safer & much less expensive to drive.
so! after we tested negative of covid…
we packed up the car & the pup…
& took the 15 hr trip!
we got here & i don’t know if it was that:
* we made it safely
* it was 42 degrees instead of 82
* i finally could stretch my body
* big, bear hugs given to family
* or we simply had nothing planned for the rest of the week…
but…
the amount of weight off my shoulders was incomparable.
it’s like we were supposed to do this but didn’t know we were supposed to until like… last week.
w/ my dad in the hospital off & on the past 2 months…
my mom stressed about hosting the shower…
the pandemic numbers climbing again…
my body getting bigger & heavier…
we just didn’t know if we’d be able to see family before the baby comes…
but the opportunity presented itself & we took it.
but i wanted simple.
i want simple these days…
anyone else?
i’m appreciating simplicity so much more than ever…
i’m trying to keep a minimalistic life as much as possible…
i’m attempting to focus on the important stuff that make a difference instead of the assumptions & expectations i’ve always had.
we took a walk at a nature reserve yesterday & that’s all we did.
fresh air.
beautiful sunshine.
naked trees.
fall leaves.
natural trails.
crisp temperature.
& then alllllll the snuggles happened.
i’m only 4.5 hrs away from my family on the farm & vineyard…
only 2.5 hrs away from one of my best friends of 14 years…
but the more we tried to plan to fit everything in & see everyone we could possible in this short time, the more stressed & pressured we felt.
there is too much expectation that we just put on ourselves!
immediately i was in my head w/:
“well are the family members we don’t see going to be upset that we didn’t prioritize them too?”
& i just to check myself.
1) we’re in the middle of a pandemic & the state of IL literally just went back into phase 1.
2) we’re barely here for 5 full days.
3) we just drove 15.5 hrs straight! my body can’t handle anymore time on the road in the next few days.
needless to say…
i got over it & am really enjoying doing nothing while cuddled up w/ the pup.
i know we won’t have many quiet, “boring”, nap-filled moments in the next 2 months.
regardless of what your holidays look like this year, i just wanted to encourage you to enjoy & take out the “simple”.
simple togetherness w/ whoever you’re quarantined w/…
simple meals that don’t stress you out…
simple gifts purchased & given that don’t break the bank…
simple conversations that don’t bring up awkward or joy sucking topics…
simple plans that don’t make anyone you care about uncomfortable…
simple expectations that don’t compare previous years to this one…
simple appreciation for the simple things.
while this is my goal this year, i’d love to hear how you’re keeping things simple & joyous during this crazy 2020.
how are you “holiday-ing”?
ps- if you’re looking for pcos friendly recipes for thanksgiving, here are some of my favorites!
green bean casserole
days of gratitude
11/18:
i was thankful for “thanksgiving” w/ my parents. we were able to drive down, cook, hang out, help decorate for christmas & eat w/ my mom & dad. i was so thankful my dad was home & as healthy as he could be in order to enjoy family time. it was a beautiful day to keep the doors open & let some fresh air in too.
11/19:
i was thankful for impromptu framily time. a text was sent & 4 hrs later, we were all at one of my fav, local live music-bacon basket-martini drinking places! it was so necessary for our souls & spirits!
11/20:
i was thankful for a surprise mini baby shower from our band fans inbetween sets at a show! it was so unexpected but so appreciated! a group of friends have been following the band for years & have welcomed jonny & i into the family w/ no questions. they gifted us so many goodies & we are so thankful.
11/21:
i was thankful for being brought onto the production team at work for our holiday offerings! now that i’m officially not in show, i’m super grateful i’m part of the team i had the opportunity to be part of these past 3 years.
(ps- if you’re in orlando for the holidays, stop by universal orlando to see the festivities!)
11/22:
i was thankful we made it safely to illinois! while my body was (kinda still is) super sore from sitting & sleeping in an SUV, almost 31 weeks pregnant, i’m so grateful we are safe & sound.
(huge shoutout to the hubs for driving 10 out of the 15 hrs!)
11/23:
i was thankful for our nature preserve walk, like i mentioned above. but the highlight, single moment, was dinner at my sister & brother-in-laws w/ games that night. story time at the dinner table, homemade shrimp & chicken alfredo, & lots of laughs. + my sweet niece’s place settings.
11/24:
i am thankful for lazy days. the laziest of days is being had today. it’s dreary outside… & the perfect day to just do nothing. i’m grateful we can do just that.